Wednesday, August 25, 2010

i cant sleep: august 16, 2010

quote:
life is something that happens when you can't get to sleep.
fran lebowitz

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thinking about how irritating the new cut on my leg is, how dumb i've been today, so many moodswings, my song lyrics -sofuckingwastedthoughticouldchasethispipedreamsareforbeautyqueensandchasingeverlastingprettyliesinyoureyes-
how much i wish i could have a beer, or ten, infidelity, i forgot what the word sycophant means, i should treat adam better, why am i so anxious to talk to someone i've never talked to before? i think dr. hay will probably put me on anxiety meds after these new panic attacks, fuck, i wish someone would just give me weed, that's all i want, no i want money too, fuck, i miss vancouver, i want to go swim in the ocean, i hate how fucked up i am, i'm tired of being so fucking tired, what am i going to do with spencer? i wish i had a cuddle buddy. fuck.

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